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Dishwasher: Dead and Smiling!

I had a perfect nightmare
on a starry torrid sea:

I am cast to prison at a
crippled demon’s plea.

The demon has 3 faces
all are laughing down at me.

The Banker with his filthy lucre
sets the game astride.

The General with raging might
lets forth a battle cry.

The Judge locks now the metal
tomb where I’m meant to die.

… But vengeance is
a brutal beast
not held by any cell

My wit is steeled
My blade is wet
So sound the Reaper’s bell.

Banker, General and Judge!
You all shall burn in Hell.

– From The Dishwasher: Vampire Smile‘s debut trailer.

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Unbearably Excruciating Pains for Unbelievably Small People

ای کوه تو فریاد من امروز شنیدی
دردیست در این سینه که همزاد جهان است
از داد و وداع آن همه گفتند و نکردند
یا رب چقدَر فاصله دست و زبان است
خون می‌رود از دیده در این کنج صبوری
این صبر که من میکنم افشردن جان است

We have all tasted that feeling… when you’re alone and you’re cold inside; when the world is frakking you up left and right; when life is just one tortured moment after another; when people you love don’t love you back; when things you want just slip out of your hands; when each breath comes only as an obligation; when you’re full of despair, not just for yourself, but for the human kind and this tiny planet; when blood and fire and war and hate is all that goes around and comes around; when days are dark and nights are stifling; when ice is the only remnant of justice and nothing remains of fair; when happy endings are only in stories like Hamlet or Romeo and Juliet…
The human condition is so full of pain and misery that it’s almost ridiculous that people still hold on to hope.
The interesting feature about everybody’s darkness and despair is that they think it’s their pain and theirs alone and they alone have to bear this unbelievably unbearable burden of excruciation exasperation. Take a good look around you, people! Everybody has problems! Everybody is in pain all the time, except those who are too stupid or too wise to be reigned by it.
Anyways, when you think about it, you realize that there’s nothing special about your pain, and you are just like everyone else. We are all on a Gaussian bell curve of misery and heartache and those out of the 6-sigma domain are far too busy with either joy or misery to notice where they are.
When you think about it, none of us are unique in our sadness and despair. In fact, hardly any of us are unique in any meaningful way, least of all in our thinking. The saddest part of the human existence, the way I see it, is the 500 channels of the same shit on the TV, the loads of crap on the Internet, the tons of dung in the cinema, music and books. It’s mediocrity that is our biggest misery. It’s the 7 billion soulless bodies on this planet, all either trying to feed themselves, or trying to kill each other or (the saddest of them all) trying to look and act like each other.
So don’t be sad you puny worm-food bodies, and don’t be happy. You may think that your burden is the size of a mountain but it’s not. You are just another worthless droplet in this putrid sea of mediocrity. Smoke that in a pipe!

I’ve been rambling on for more than 420 words, and while I’m sure there is a point to be made, I don’t think I’ll be the one to make it tonight.

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Useless, Egoistic Self-pity

Despite those titles, power, and pelf,
The wretch, concentred all in self,
Living, shall forfeit fair renown,
And, doubly dying, shall go down
To the vile dust, from whence he sprung,
Unwept, unhonored, and unsung.

That’s Sir Walter Scott. I can’t say I know one end of poetry from the other… well, that’s it. I have no point to make there!

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Dead as Dead Can Be

Found a great “mood” poem (here) the other day:

Wake up and see
I’m dead as dead can be
The doctor told me.
Some day, I’ll get up, I’ll get up and walk away
Wake up, face me
Don’t play dead, cause baby,
I’ll spit at your feet and say-
‘you fuc*king disappoint me.’

Dead as dead can be,
Cold and too far away to see
A brief and vague reflection
Of what could and might still be,
In Amsterdam the tulips have all grayed
I wait for you to face me,
Don’t play the fool cause,
I’m waiting to spit at your feet and shout-
‘you fuc*king disappoint me!’

Cold and uncaring the scene
A scene of misery
The paramedic tell thee
‘Dead as dead can be.’
But some day I’ll get out of the morgue and pay
The way to fame and fortune
With a brain as hot as sin,
Yeah some day I’ll find you to say
‘You disappoint me
Baby, you disappoint me.’

Perfect! I found it while searching for one of Constantine‘s soundtracks: A Perfect Circle‘s (wikipedia, Last.fm) Passive (sorry for the crappy lyrics site) but I searched for “the doctor told”, instead of “my doctor tells me”.

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In Vain In Love

The Scream, by Edward Munch

“A mighty pain to love it is,
And ’tis a pain that pain to miss;
But of all pains, the greatest pain
It is to love, but love in vain.”

No, No. Turn off the alarms and the flashing lights! This is not what it sounds like. And even if I resort to wandering the deserts, it would be out of “weltschmerz”, not unrequited love (which is not the point here anyway.)

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Empty and Free

Among all the great quatrains of Khayyam, I love this one the most. It may not be the deepest, or the most beautiful, but it’s the one for me:

  ماييم و مِي و مطرب و اين کنج خراب  
جان و دل و جام و جامه در رهن شراب
فارغ ز اميد رحمت و بيم عذاب
آزاد ز خاک و باد و از آتش و آب

Unfortunately, I’m too lazy to go and locate the Fitzgerald translation! I may do so one day. I guess I should thank a couple of my friends in junior high that sparked my interest in Khayyam poetry: Afshin Izanloo and Saeed Soheili. I still hear from them from time to time. Also, I have an interest in detective stories and crime fiction thanks to Afshin. Thank you guys!

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در کوچه سار شب – هوشنگ ابتهاج

  در کوچه سار شب  
در اين سراي بيکسي، کسي به در نمي زند
به دشت پر ملال ما پرنده پر نمي زند
يکي ز شب گرفتگان چراغ بر نمي کند
کسي به کوچه سار شب درِ سحر نمي زند
نشسته ام در انتظارِ اين غبارِ بي سوار
دريغ کز شبي چنين، سپيده سر نمي زند
دل خراب من دگر خراب تر نمي شود
که خنجر غمت ازين خراب تر نمي زند
گذرگهي ست پر ستم که اندرو به غير غم
يکي صلايِ آشنا به رهگذر نمي زند
چه چشمِ پاسخ ست ازين دريچه هاي بسته ات
برو که هيچ کس ندا به گوش کر نمي زند
نه سايه دارم و نه بَر، بيفکنندم و سزاست
اگر نه بر درخت تر کسي تبر نمي زند
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عروسک کوکي – فروغ فرخزاد


مي توان همچون عروسکهاي کوکي بود
با دو چشم شيشه اي دنياي خود را ديد
مي توان در جعبه اي ماهوت
با تني انباشته از کاه
سالها در لا به لاي تور و پولک خفت
مي توان با هر فشار هرزه دستي
بي سبب فرياد کرد و گفت
آه! من بسيار خوشبختم.
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